If i could be like that,
what would i do ?

I will be sleeping all day. Although i have school, so what . ^^ this little guy feels me , how about everyone else ?
inside my mind,
lies a jaded heart and a mind with a fractured mentality.
i live, and live and live yet never dicease the problems in which are making me the way i am. I dont know where to go, nor what to do. I want to feel what others feel when there happy, i want to experience what others are experiencing during there happiest moments. I cant ask for it all tho, but sometimes its alright to talk to yourself about having what you want and what you would do. If i could have anything i want ? i’d pray for happieness and a better future for me, including my family and friends. I can change and control myself of what others say, but in that case then i have not realized my will power to do it. All this time, and i still have yet to find out what the answer to my problems is. But thats jus life right ?